The Last Morning Glory

Autumn has settled in comfortably. Its signature colors of red, yellow, and brown blanket the land. One day the sky is a dazzling blue and the next a dull pewter grey.

A few flowers hang on, weathering the chilly nights and spotty frost. If they’re in a sheltered place with a southerly exposure they just might make it for another week or two.

In the alley, down in the next block is a strand of Morning Glory with a single blossom. It is a final star burst of color, like a 4th of July skyrocket, a salute to the past, to summer’s light and warmth.

 

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Magic and Music

 

HamDog bluegrass band playing at Patisserie 46, 10/06/2012

I believe in magic, not the illusions of the magician or the spells of the conjurer, but the magic that suffuses the fabric of life. It is an everyday magic that, if I am willing to slow down and allow it to work, changes a moment into a lifelong memory. This is magic wherein a color, sound, taste, smell, or touch is transformed into an emotion. It isn’t always profound but it is enriching.

Such a magical moment occurred yesterday at one of my favorite haunts, the Patisserie 46. The day was cold and gray, windchill at 30 degrees, with an occasional lonely snowflake. I go to the Patisserie frequently and the people there know me by name. The place embodies a sense of community. Needless to say, the food, bake goods, and beverages are excellent.

HamDog, a local band that plays bluegrass, Americana and folk was braving the chill and playing on the patio. Under bare tree limbs and amidst swirling yellow leaves the eight members of the band filled the air with music. Hardy music lovers sat at the tables warming their hands with cups of steaming coffee and stamping their feet in time with the music. Their rendition of Long Black Veil and The Minnesotan were perfect for moment. Eventually, as the temperature continued to drop, they moved indoors and serenaded a packed house.

Happenstance is the magic of everyday life. The coincidental mixing of elements that elicit the emotions that enrich our lives.

I am deeply grateful for the music, latte, and community I experienced there.

 

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Baptism and Belonging

        Andrew’s Baptism at South Emmanuel Lutheran Church, Rothsay, MN

This last weekend I had the pleasure of gathering with my wife’s family for the baptism of the latest member, Andrew. It was the first time that I have hit the road since Becky’s death. We were ardent travelers, even while she was ill.  In 2009, within three months of her double mastectomy we went to Scotland for training in Equine Assisted Therapy. The following year we went to Brazil to see John of God, a mystic healer, and later to France to visit our favorite places.  That was our last trip. In 2011, Becky was too ill to travel. It was the first time in about 25 years that we didn’t go somewhere.

After Becky’s death in June, I felt no desire to leave the house or venture outside my comfort zone which was my neighborhood. However, Andrew’s baptism and the opportunity to be with family pried me loose. The 400 mile round trip was liberating.

The entire weekend was a celebration of belonging, not just for Andrew, but for everyone. It was a time to enjoy each others company and to catch up with the latest family news. We felt Becky’s presence as we reminisced.

Andrew’s baptism was Sunday morning. It was held in South Emmanuel Lutheran Church, a classic 19th century, white, wooden building with it’s bell tower soaring into an infinite blue sky. The church glowed in the early morning sunlight and could be seen for miles across the gently rolling prairie.

Nestled beside the church is a well kept graveyard with stones that go back to the early 1800’s. Family names repeated over and over, some with inscriptions in Norwegian. It is a history of the 140 year old congregation. It is place of eternal belonging.

Inside the chapel the simple stain glass windows filled the space with rich red and yellow light.

Baptism began as ancient Jewish ritual and it is continued by Christians and Muslims, though the rituals are different. Sadly, baptism which welcomes a person into the universal community of God has become grounds of contention with some sects unwilling to accept baptism rituals other than their own as legitimate.

As a non-believer, I find the religious rituals of belonging fascinating, thought provoking, and comforting.

As I sat and listened to the service I thought about the nature of belonging. For Christians there are three primary belonging ceremonies: baptism, communion, and the funeral. Each calls the religious community together to witness membership. The baptism welcomes you to group, communion renews membership, and the funeral is the farewell from this life but not from the community of God.

On Sunday, August 19th, 2012, Andrew joined the community of God and Humanity.

Welcome Andrew.

 

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Victor and Uno (a story)

  Victor and Uno,  08/09/2012

What is the back story of this image? Why does this guy have a fancy pigeon riding on his shoulder?

Perhaps the man is a “mumbler”, a term I heard in New York City that refers to people who raise pigeons. I’m not certain if mumble indicates that he talks to his pigeons in a soft voice or, less flatteringly, it is a reference to someone with limited social skills.

Here’s my interpretation (totally fabricated):

The bicyclist’s name is Victor. He learned to raise and fly pigeons from his grandfather in Baltimore. Victor grew up in Baltimore with his mother and grandparents after his father was killed in an auto accident. Working with the birds helped Victor to deal with his grief.

One his fondest memories is of an early fall morning, standing on the tar roof of his row-house and releasing the birds for their exercise flight over the neighborhood. As the birds swept over the houses, their wings shimmering in the rising sun’s light, Victor sensed his father with him and, for a moment, glimpsed heaven.

At 18, Victor went into the Army and the pigeons left his life. After the Army, Victor worked in a variety of jobs, one of which landed him in Minneapolis. Victor met his future wife, Andrea at a job fair. Both of them were looking for jobs. They took a break from the interviews to have a cup of coffee. It was the first coffee they would share for the years to come.

A couple of years ago, while bicycling home from work, Victor noticed a homing pigeon lying on the ground being attacked by crows. He stopped, rescued the exhausted bird and took it home, nestled inside his shirt with its head poking out between the buttons.

That evening Victor told Andrea about his grandfather and the pigeons. The next day he began building a coop in their backyard.

The bird Victor rescued had a broken wing and would never fly again. Rather than put it down, Victor and Andrea nursed it back to health. They named it Uno because it was the first of the many pigeons they would collect.

Now, Victor and Uno go for rides in the neighborhood. The breeze blowing in Uno’s face is a memory of days past when he flew circles over house tops, the rising sun flashing on his wings.

 

 

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Photography, Dragonflies, and Healing

  Dragonfly, Wood Lake Nature Center, Minneapolis, Minnesota, 2012

Update: First image had unacceptable color shift and lack of sharpness. This turned out to be the result of the conversion software used to upload file. I tried a different approach.

As some of my viewers may have noticed, I haven’t been very active over the last few months. This is because I have been focused on my wife’s long-term battle with cancer. It has been more important to be her caregiver than to follow my passions o photography and writing.

On June 9th, Becky died and since then I have struggled to find my balance. Photography and writing have been difficult simply because my heart hasn’t been it.

Yesterday, was one of the few perfect days of this summer. I forced myself to pick up my camera and go outside. Luckily, Minneapolis is rich in parks and nature reserves.   I went to Wood Lake Nature Center and took a long walk, hoping that the beauty of the weather and my surroundings would stir something in me.

It was as if I had forgotten most of what I know about photography. The camera felt alien in my hand, the tripod – always awkward – was even more so. I moved slowly, heavily and had to be careful not to drop my lenses when I changed them. Grief and depression have weighed me down.

I went to Wood Lake with the hope of finding dragonflies. They did not disappointment me and appeared periodically to show their aerial skills and brilliant colors.

Because of my clumsy slowness trying to photograph the little acrobats was frustrating and unproductive. I was disheartened as I took the path back to interpretive center.

It was then that this little guy landed on the stem and just sat there. Despite gusting breezes that tried to blow him away, he held on. And eventually, I got this picture.

My mood lifted. Until that moment I had felt as if my efforts had been a complete waste of time. I still felt like I was walking through gumbo clay but the day was a little more colorful, the air was a fresher.

Later, when I looked at the Wood Lake photos I realized that there were other shots that might be worth working on. But first the dragonfly. As I worked on the image in Lightroom and then Photoshop I was able to feel a faint something that resembled the meditative wholeness that I once felt regularly as I worked.

It is through the dragonfly photo that I may have started the process of reconnecting to the world.

 

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Keith Ellison

     Representative Keith Ellison with Constituents, 06/30/2012

Last Saturday was a beautiful summer day: sunny and hot. What made it even better was the Caribbean Barbecue hosted by Carlo Lachmansigh. Guest of honor at the BBQ was Keith Ellison, our House of Representatives legislator.

For purposes of political transparency, I must say that I am a fan of Keith’s.

Carlo is a small businessman and he hosted the BBQ at his business, Carlo Electrical Supply and sales. Carlo and a number of of those attending are members of NAMC, the National Association of Minority Contractors. There were also a number of people from the neighborhood.

We gathered in the meeting room and Keith began by covering the big news of the day, the Supreme Courts upholding of the Affordable Care Act (ACA), called by many, Obamacare. Keith pointed to the fact that many Americans, when polled, are not happy with ACA until asked about specific programs. He said that this was the result of several things.

The Republicans and the conservative media have misrepresented or distorted the ACA programs and benefits.

The Democrats have done a poor job of explaining and promoting ACA.

And importantly, much of ACA doesn’t take effect until 2014, at which time, Americans will have a better idea of what it does for them. Until then, the struggle is to keep the ACA alive and educate Americans to its positive impact on all citizens.

Keith outlined what we can do:

Take every opportunity to spread the word about ACA and its benefits. Some of these are:

You can not be denied insurance for a per-existing condition.
This makes insurance portable

80% of insurance premiums must be used to provide health care.
In the past insurance companies often had 40% administrative costs resulting in only 60% or premiums going to a person’s healthcare.

Insurance companies can no longer practice “gender rating” which forces women to pay higher premiums than men for the same coverage.

Insurance companies must justify any increase in premiums before an independent panel, before implementing.
This increases public transparency and helps to reduce rates. In the past, insurance companies could raise rates at will and with little recourse for the policy holder.

Parents can keep their children on their insurance until age 26.
Since the ACA went into effect, over 3,000,000 young people who would have lost their healthcare insurance still have it. Keith pointed out that young people, particularly men, are prone to injuries because of their active lifestyles and inexperience.

Drug costs are reduced. By 2020, medicare’s prescription “doughnut hole” will be closed and until then, there is a 50% discount for brand-name drugs. 

The ACA improves healthcare coverage by ending insurance companies’ ability to impose lifetime limits on insurance coverage.
In the case of catastrophic or long-term illness, lifetime limits can severely restrict a person’s ability to get treatment they need. With ACA 105,000,000 people have had limits to their coverage removed.

And much more.

Work to protect and expand the Democrat majority in the Senate and increase the number of Democrat seats in the House.

Keith continued by listing the other significant accomplishments of the Obama Administration in spite of the stiff resistance from Republicans and conservative Democrats.

After his remarks, Keith opened it up to Q and A. 

After the Q and A we enjoyed the delicious grilled chicken, cabbage, red beans and rice, and water melon prepared by Mighty Chef, Hensley De Abreu.

 

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